AAAAAAAH……I’M 40!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, September 21st, 2008Any one who has listened to WORD in the last week, knows that I turned 40 on Saturday. Maybe i’m running this into the ground, but I had to talk about it one more time. I don’t know…..can I make fun of Russ’ age anymore? He’s still a lot older than me! (He hates it, so I have to keep going with it….don’t I!)
What does 40 mean in the 21st century? People are more active….and more overweight….stats don’t lie, I guess. New careers begin, new families are made, the next great American novel is written. (I have a trilogy almost done…..but 10 drafts later…..it’s still needs some work….maybe some day….. I’m such a chicken!!)
40 is a time of reflection…..what have I done with my life. I’ve been accused of dwelling on the negative, but I think that is a defense mechanism to get me positive affirmation. Verbal abuse leads to low self-esteem, which can cause you to turn inward and never come out of your protective shell. I lived within that shell (and still go there on occasion…it’s quite comfy!) until I found radio. Radio has helped me so much! When talking to people everyday is your job, you get better at it, and even begin to like it. In this I thank the listening audience….please don’t send me a bill.
Let’s dwell on the positive. I’ve been in radio for 11 years now, and even though I get up at 4 a.m., I still think ‘What a cool job’. Am I the star of the show….no, but I am still a vital part of the program and that’s awsome! I’ve worked my way into a good position with as much job security as you can have in radio…and….and they let me do my on show on the weekends! I have the career I always wanted….even if it took me a while to get here.
I have a beautiful wife, son, and daughter and we are close, like a family should be. I have a house, a car to drive, and food on the table. I have a Christian rock band and we’re out trying to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ. (In the studio working on our next album….it rocks!) I have my walk with my Saviour, which is not where it should be, but I strive daily.
So what do I have to complain about…..I guess I don’t have much. (Except that things hurt a lil more than they used to…..oh my aching joints….i’ve fallen and I can’t get up!!!!)
Maybe 40’s just another day…….bring on 50!!!!!!!!